For weeks I organized his chaotic schedule, negotiated meetings, optimized travel. He recognized my ability

“You’re not here out of pity,” he once told me. “You’re here because you’re brilliant.”

No one had ever called me brilliant before.

A month later he invited me to a business event in Polanco.

—As my assistant —he clarified.

Lights, businessmen, appraising glances.

Without saying a word, he placed his hand on my back. Not possessive. Just supportive.

I felt safe.

And that was dangerous.

The rumors started.

“The new assistant.”
“Always by his side.”

One night I exploded.

“I don’t want them to think I’m here because he rescued me.”

He stared at me

—I hired you because you’re exceptional. The rest is just other people’s insecurities.

Then he added:

“I admire you, Helena.”

He didn’t say “I desire you.”

He said admiration

And that meant more.

The decision

Two months later I received some news: I had been accepted into an international academic exchange program. Partial scholarship.

One year out of the country.

I told him.

“When are you leaving?” he asked.

“In three months.”

He smiled, even though it hurt

—If I could convince you to stay, I would destroy what I admire most about you.

I fell a little more in love with him at that moment.

The last night before I left, he drove me home.

The same car.

The same seat.