Laughter. Loud. Unrestrained.
“Oh, Tyler,” Irene cackled.
“That is my boy,” Mike said proudly. “Savage.”
I grabbed a napkin with shaking hands. It tore immediately, leaving scraps of white clinging to the wet fabric. That only made them laugh harder.
I looked at Tyler. He stood there, chin lifted, eyes bright, waiting. Waiting to see if he would be rewarded.
I looked at my mother.
She was smiling. Not cruelly. Not kindly. Amused. As if she were watching a show she enjoyed.
Something inside me shifted.
I smiled.
Not the polite smile I had practiced my entire life. Something smaller. Sharper.
“Excuse me,” I said quietly.
I pushed my chair back, stood, and walked toward the bathroom. The fabric of my dress squelched with every step. In the mirror, my reflection looked like someone I almost pitied. Damp. Streaked mascara. Mouth pressed into a thin line.
“You do not belong here,” I whispered to myself.
The truth of it did not hurt. It felt clarifying.
When I stepped back into the hallway, the party had already moved on. Tyler was retelling the story with exaggerated gestures. “She did not even get mad. She just stood up.”
I walked past them toward the door.
My gift bag still sat on the sideboard, untouched. I stared at it for a moment. At the neat tissue paper. At the card that read, To Mom, with love.
I left it there.
“Heading out?” Mike called.
“Yes. Long day tomorrow.”
“Night, Mom,” I said.
“Mm hmm,” she replied without looking.
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