“Is it?” I asked. “Tell me the truth.”
He looked away. That was all I needed.
I moved closer to the bed. “Vanessa, look at me.”
“It doesn’t matter,” she said softly. “You were going to love him anyway.”
The room started spinning.
“Doesn’t it matter?” I repeated. “You told me this was my son.”
She burst into tears, but I was already too broken to feel compassion. “I was scared, Ethan! I needed security. I needed someone who could take care of us.”
Us. Not me. Not love. Not destiny. A financial plan.
The test results came back faster than usual because I paid for expedited processing. Zero probability. I wasn’t the father.
I left that clinic feeling like the ground had opened up beneath my feet. But the humiliation wasn’t even the worst part. The worst part was that, while I was sitting in my car staring at that piece of paper, my phone vibrated with a message from Megan, Rachel’s sister.
Rachel is in labor. Emergency C-section. She asked me not to contact you, but I thought you should know.
I read it three times before I understood. While I had spent a fortune on another woman and another man’s child, my real wife was in surgery giving birth to my baby without me.
I drove to County General like a maniac. My expensive shoes clattered on the dirty hospital floor as I rushed to the maternity ward and gave the name Rachel. The nurse looked me up and down and said coldly, “She’s late.”
He was right. I was late to birth. Late to the truth. Late to becoming the man I should have been from the start.
And when I finally saw Rachel through the recovery room window, pale and exhausted, holding our daughter to her chest, I understood that I had lost not only money or pride.
I had destroyed my family with my own hands.
Part 3
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