“Mm-hmm,” she said, nodding like it was an annoying inconvenience. “My landlord is a complete jerk. I was only late twice and suddenly he’s all, pay or get out. Like he’s never been late on anything in his life. So unfair.”
The words landed in my chest like something heavy. Evicted. Late twice. Only. Her tone made it sound like she’d been wronged by the universe.
“And you didn’t think,” I said carefully, “to tell me this before you showed up with suitcases?”
Vanessa waved a hand. “I stayed with a friend last night. She has roommates. They’re weird. They didn’t want me there. So I came here.”
“You came here without asking.”
She shrugged again, like the concept of asking was optional. “I didn’t want to bother you until I had to.”
I let out a short laugh, without humor. “This is bothering me.”
Her gaze slid around my apartment, like she was already imagining it rearranged around her. “You’ll survive.”
My skin felt too tight, like my body knew something was happening that my mind still didn’t want to accept. The second bedroom. My office. My space. The place where I took client calls and built campaign reports and tried to keep my career moving forward.
“I use the second bedroom as my home office,” I said. “I work from home two days a week.”
“So work at the kitchen table those days,” Vanessa said immediately, as if she’d already decided that solution was perfect. “It’s not a big deal.”
“It is to me,” I said, my voice rising despite my efforts. “It’s my home. My routine. My job.”
Vanessa’s eyes flashed. “God, you’re always so intense.”
“I’m intense because you just showed up unannounced and declared you live here.”
“Because I do,” she said, and then she reached for her phone. “Let’s ask Mom. Since you love rules so much.”
The panic in my stomach turned cold. I watched her thumb through her contacts, watched her tap our mother’s name with the confidence of someone who had never been told no in any way that mattered.
She put it on speaker.
My mother answered on the second ring, voice alert and already loaded with meaning. “Vanessa? Are you there? Did you get to Lauren’s?”
So they knew. They’d planned this. They’d discussed it without me.
Vanessa glanced at me with a faint smirk and then let her voice crack. “I’m here,” she said, and the tears arrived on cue, softening her tone. “But Lauren says I can’t stay. She doesn’t want me here.”
The words stabbed at my reputation in my own family, the way Vanessa always managed to frame things. I wasn’t setting a boundary. I was rejecting her. I was cruel.
My mother’s voice sharpened. “Lauren is there? Put her on.”
Vanessa lifted the phone a little higher, as if presenting me to a judge.
I swallowed. Even at twenty-nine, my mother’s tone could reduce me to the feeling of being fifteen again, standing in a hallway while she listed my failures.
“Hi, Mom,” I said. I tried to sound calm. It came out thinner than I wanted.
“Lauren Elizabeth,” she said, using my middle name like a weapon, “what is this I hear about you refusing to help your sister? You know she’s going through a difficult time.”
“Mom,” I said, gripping the back of a chair, “I didn’t know she was coming. No one told me. She just showed up.”
“We didn’t think we needed to,” my mother said, as if the decision was obvious. “It’s a family apartment, and your sister needs a place to stay. You have two bedrooms. You live alone. It makes sense.”
“It doesn’t make sense for my life,” I said. “I have a lease. I have a home office. I need privacy.”
“Privacy?” The word came out of her mouth like it offended her. “Lauren, you’re being selfish.”
My throat tightened. I could hear my father in the background, his voice muffled, asking what was going on. My mother’s response was quick and clipped, telling him in a way that painted me as the problem.
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