Part 1: The Invisible Beneficiary
The funeral of Nana Rose was less a mourning of a beloved matriarch and more a runway show for my mother’s vanity.
The rain fell in a steady, miserable drizzle over the cemetery, turning the earth into slick mud. I stood at the back of the small crowd, sheltered under a plain black umbrella, wearing a simple wool coat I’d bought off the rack years ago. I watched my mother, Linda, in the front row. She was draped in a black fur coat that cost more than my first car, dabbing at dry eyes with a lace handkerchief, checking peripherally to see if the local socialites were watching her performance.
Beside her stood my father, Robert. He looked impatient, checking his watch every few minutes, likely calculating how soon he could get to the reception and the open bar. To them, Nana Rose was an inconvenience in life and a payday in death. They hadn’t visited her in the nursing home for the last three years, citing “business trips” and “emotional distress.”
I missed her. The ache in my chest was a physical weight. I missed the Saturday afternoons we spent playing chess in the sunroom. I missed her sharp wit, her stories about the war, and the way she would squeeze my hand when my parents made a snide comment about my life choices.
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